SAT craziness by type
sin = mistakes
1
- 1 try to do things right from implicit demand out of assumption that I must be perfect, or I don't deserve to be alive, or I wouldn't deserve to be loved. It's very cruel & high price to see it from this perspective.
- มันไม่ใช่แค่ ideas of self perfecting แต่มันเป็นมากกว่านั้น. I need to punish myself if I can't perfecting myself right now & we demand that from other people. It's the way of anger to try to make things perfect when they cannot be perfect.
- sin = mistakes. Mistake of the 1 is things shouldn't be as they are, it should be something else, it should be better
2
- Mistake of the 2 is the sense of abundance. Sense of false efficiency. Delusional sense of lack. I have so much to give. I am bigger than anyone else because I have more to give.
- have childhood of lack. Cover up the sense of lack by believing that others are lack. Project the needs to you. "Poor you, I'll protect you, I'll help you". A sense of putting others down, and inflate themselves as being compassion.
3
- model of efficiency, good parents, success. Very hard to see the craziness of the 3. Mistaken view of 3 is the confusion of self image and reality. Identifying with the image with self. I am who I show/display.
- เราต่างก็ mistaken believe that the best live is the live under control. แต่ 3 เป็นมากกว่าไทป์อื่น Acting according to program. ลองถามตัวเองว่า what kind of a person I would become, if I don't live according to my program, if I let go of control.
- arrogance believe that I own my life.
4
- craziness of 4 is demanding (sp is demanding of self instead of demanding from others)
- It works for baby to be 4, but not as grown up. ตอนเด็กไม่ได้ครวญคราง โตขึ้นมาเลย complain หนัก อยากรับ ไม่อยาก burden to give. How much you need to be satisfied? (4 ตอบว่า just a little more than what we have). If you want a little less. Learn to gave up the complaining, the baby ah ah ah. 4 เชื่อว่า if I complain, I get more. Baby that does not cry, does not get nursed. It's an assumption. But actually you may get less.
- Too much needing creating ภาพที่ลึกๆรู้ว่าตัวเองขอมากไป เลยทำให้เกิดความเชื่อว่าจะถูก rejection ex 4 เดินไปยืมจักรยานเพื่อน และวาดภาพความต้องการขอมากมาย พอประตูเปิด นึกไปเองว่าเพื่อนจะไม่ให้ พูดไปว่า hell with your bike ทั้งที่ยังไม่ได้ขอ
5
- craziness of 5 is seeking for wholeness in the hole.
- we all want to be one with everything. It's true that mystery can't be found in the outer world, but meditation require basis of compassion & sanity.
- wrong assumptions of 5 is relationships are not worthwhile. It'll be a bad business. I have to give more and I have very little. And I will not get enough back.
- sx5 คล้าย sp5 แต่เป็น cave for two. I can't trust the world, but I can trust this one person. Want this person to be my all.
6
- 6 are the enemy of ourselves. I can't just let myself be. I'm demonizing something about myself. Not healthy relationship with the inner child. Too much in the head.
- better live with inner policemen before the police catches you. Need inner policeman.
- จริงๆโลกก็เชื่อแบบนี้ socialization is the process of rejecting ourselves. You should not trust yourself. Easy to believe we are bad. Knowledge of good & evil. We became judgmental and became god.
7
- mistakes about being strategic, pleasure oriented is perhaps meaning of life are not pleasure. Pleasure can side track us. If we are too much of an avoidance of discomfort/ unpleasantness of life, we get distracted from the meaning of life.
- there are danger in life. How come you experience going through hell in life and being reborn again afterward, if you avoid experiencing pain.
- very sensitive to pain. Fantasy that pain can be fatal.
- music of 7. Say so much about death as if there is something very terrified about it or more transformation about it.
- 7 also confusing pleasure with love. If you pleasure me, you love me. ซึ่งไม่จริง. Only people who loves you can give you bad things (unpleasant)
- narcissistic nature. Temptation to indulge & feel dismissed
8
- attitude of ones who struggle for survival. Ready to attack. Loss of all the goodness of love. Tenderness can't be exercised or experienced. Somebody who is in the fight can't be compassionate.
- attitude of challenge authorities, I'm an important one. I'm great, you are nothing. World become nothing. You must learn to appreciate greatness.
- anti love both compassionate love and admiring love. This system reject compassion. (love comes in different flavor. Compassion is one flavor of love, mother love)
- erotic love. Become mechanical. Cutting of potential.
- belief system that not giving authorities to anybody. There is a need in us to value higher authorities, to believe.
- 8 frequently forget about love. Walks away from love and told himself that I need to get away from love. Forget that all we want is love.
9
- the least crazy type. suffer from the craziness of not being crazy enough.
- wrong assumption about 9 Is nothing i can do. I have to adapt. I have to give up on what I have. The only option is to help. Sense of resignation / no option.
- may seems as perfectly true to 9, but it's not true. We have option
- born as instinctual type, motor center. ถ้า cured & healthy ก็จะ become active. Action in the service of what have to be done, instinctual.
- Active especially so9: narcotizing self by being workaholic. ไม่ใช่การทำที่ถูกต้อง
- brainwashed in believing that I'm not important. It's better to love others, and not oneself.
Credit : Priabpran
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